So Much Going On

So where did I leave off: Well, not meningitis, not thyroid but an anxiety disorder. Not too surprising, anxiety disorders are on both sides of the family.

The worst thing we have now is what's called a "spinal" or "lumbar" headache. Hurts when you sit up, better when you lay down, caffeine can help but not necessarily get rid of.

We have to go back to Dr tomorrow to see about those. She's taking Darvacet, but it's not really helping.

Sometimes I really need someone to talk to, but sadly the person NOT in the home that I have always been able to talk to doesn't want to talk to me and has always been sarcastic and mean when it comes to disorders like this.

Sadder yet, she hasn't even inquired Ali directly about how she's doing – but has left comments on other things on my FB.

 

I am feeling sad.