Strange feeling

It was the strangest feeling.

We were at the grocery store. There were a great many people there, after all, it was payday weekend for both civilian and military. Lots of grocery shopping.

Normally that isn't a problem, but for the past few years, I find it more and more difficult to be in crowds like that.

Crowds themselves don't bother me, but crowds along with chaos does.

My heart starts beating, irritations sets in, I feels chilled and anxious.

It's been getting worse by the year, and today, I could hardly stand it. It was all I could do not to blow..........

I hope it doesn't keep happening.